或悲伤。 Or sorrow.
或自私。 Or selfish.
或善良。 Or kind.
或邪恶。 Or evil.
我觉得我是一个纠结的人。 I think I am a entanglements.
那些自我欺骗真的很累,我就是一个从骨子里面自卑的小丑。
Those who deceive ourselves really tired, I be a bone son himself inside from the clown.
你能不能感受到我的不自信? Can you feel me not confident?
能不能看出我的闪躲? Can you see the dodge?
努力的想填满心里缺失的那一块。 Hard to fill the heart of that piece missing.
但是我发现自己越来越虚伪, But I found myself more and hypocrisy,
我在这个伪善的世界里,失去了自己。 I am in this world of hypocrisy, and lost himself.
你知道我在仇恨吗? You know that I am in my hatred?
不! No!!!
你看不出,因为我是微笑的。 You can39t see, because I am a smile.
我想我不再是我了。 I think I no longer is me.
我是恶魔, I be a devil,
是一个我自己都不曾认识的人。 Is a I never know.
我总在自我欺骗, I always deceive ourselves,
就像我说我不爱他。 Like I said I don39t love him.